Vakandisvira kusvika ndatunda futi and when he said ivo vakuda kutunda I had my legs locked around kumusana kwavo. I made a decision and ndokusiya manager vachitundira mukati mangu. Vachidzupura mboro yavo all types of GUILT started pouring in and I felt BAD. I got out of there running and went straight to the shower. I woke hubby up and told him what had happened and we left the LODGE ipapo. He didn’t talk to me for 2 weeks and I went and apologised via his mother. He forgave me and I moved back home and we trying to sort thing out. I have since stopped drinking and am now focusing more on making hubby happy…
But to be honest, regret was more for my kids kuti they would grow up in a broken family asi as far as mboro yaManager was concerned haa ndakanakirwa handidi kunyepa. But all that is a story for another day. Read Part 1 first to better understand part 2…
Part 2 starts… Chokwadi is I was really trying to be a good wife and for a while, it seemed like everything was back to normal. We got close again me and hubby and everything seemed OK. But somehow I had this feeling that ndikasvika pamuedzo like that I won’t be able to control myself. I have learnt kuti once wambohura or kutester mboro yekunze it’s difficult to control the outcome kana muedzo wauya zvekare. This was just my thinking and I was right.
I was really trying to be Mrs Good Wife But things changed one day when I went shopping while hubby was at work. Ndichifamba hangu mu Pick n Pay paKamfinsa in Harare, ndakangonzwa munhu achindikwenya kumashure kwangu. Ndakatarisa kuti ndiani and I was SHOCKED. There stood Manager Vaye vekuLodge vakabata basket with bread and milk. That alone told me kuti he stayed close and that basically meant he stayed close to us as well.
I didn’t know what to say to the man akandirova nyoro and almost ruined my marriage. He just said “I saw you and thought I should say hie… I am now based in Harare working at Rainbow Towers and I stay right around the corner there” I just nodded and said I had to go. Ndakasiya zvimwe zvinhu I wanted to buy and headed towards the tills. I paid and went straight home. Somehow all mafeelings aye ekusvirwa kwandakaita were coming back with a BANG. And it was not regret at all it was like some animal was possessing me wanting nyoro and more nyoro.
In whatever I do I somehow found myself ndichingofunga Manager Vaye, even manheru I dreamt of the man achindipa massage and achindisvira kusvika ndatunda. I tried to think of other things but I kept seeing chiSmile chaManager achisekerera achindisvira. Ndakafunga kuudza murume wangu but I was torn between 2 Worlds. Imwe pfunga yairamba and imwe yaida. Most of all imwe pfunga yaiti SVIRWA futi! Somehow ndaibva ndatota when I think of kusvirwa naManager vaye.
First week rese rakapera ndichigaya Manager and somehow ndaigara ndine nyere. Murume aingoti achibva kubasa ndaimutambira neHug neKiss and ndototanga kubata mboro. Ndaisamusiya kusvika andisvira chete. And after eating manheru I demanded 2 or 3 rounds chaidzo. Murume akavhunduka kuti sei all of a sudden ndakukara mboro zvakadaro. Ndakangomuti hameno but I need kusvirwa and its his job!
After about 2 weeks after ndasangana naManager takasangana futi or rather ndakavaona Manager. I was going to town driving hangu and there paCorner ndakaona Manager vakamirira Combi. Ndakaita mubvunzo whether I should stop, but somehow instinct kicked in and I stopped for the man. Vakavhunduka kuona ini and said hie vachipinda mumota. Ndakabvunza kuti vayienda kupi and he said he was headed to work. Then I asked why he was working weekend and he told me that since they was going to be a show yaJah prayzah that night he will work night shift achiona kuti zvirikufamba sei.
Ndakamusiya mutown and against my better judgement I gave the man my number, I guess I was enjoying this dangerous game we were playing. Manager vakabuda mumota vachisekerera and said something that got me going all day nenyere… Vakati “you should come for a second round of MASSAGE” Ndakaita musoro ndichifunga massage iya nekusvirwa kuya.
Week rakapera and I was acting like hure chairo ndichida mboro kunge a woman possessed. I also hoped that manager would call but he didn’t. Finally, call yakapinda ine unknown number and it was the manager. We talked for a bit and he invited me kumba kwavo for that MASSAGE. Handina kuramba ndakangoti sms address. Pasina nguva I was out of the house ndichienda kumba kwaManager. Ndakapinda pagate and I was literally shaking. Zvandakapfeka was a total sell out because ndakasiya bra kumba nepanty beche rayiita kuyerera mvura nenyere. Ndakapinda mumba maManager vaye and I couldn’t even look at him. It was clear kuti ndavinga mboro and i was feeling shy…
Ndakagara pasofa hangu ndokubva ndapihwa drink. Hapana aitaura anything tese we were quiet hedu. Ndakatarisa manager ndikaona vakanditarisa ndikatarisa paShort raive vakapfeka ndikaona mboro yakamira ichirwisa kuda kubuda, that was it for me. Ndakabva ndataura ndikati “am I getting that massage today because I want to go back home soon” Manager vakasimuka ndokunditi hande kuBedroom, ndakangotevera and ndakanzi ndibvise hembe ndirare pabed. Ndakabvisa and ndarara paBed ndakaona Manager vasisina hembe as well and vakundipa massage. Vakatangisa pamusana pangu and ndokudzika, vachingobata magaro angu, I looked back and said… “lets skip the massage, I am sure munoziva kuti sei ndauya…” Manager vakabva vakwira paBED and nekumashure vakapinza mboro iya that I have been dreaming about, slowly ndakanzwa ichipinda. I was almost screaming by now… Mboro yekuba inonaka shuwa. Ndakasvirwa and I lost count yekuti ndakatunda kangani.
Tayiita kunge vanhu vari possessed pasviro apa and I didn’t want it to end. Vakandisvira manager zvekuti ipapo i realised kuti chokwadi I was addicted neMBORO and ndaive HURE chairo. Pese ndakavati “TUNDIRAI MUKATI MANAGER” and vakatunda kunge hose pipe chaiyo. Vakandirova about 3 rounds dzakasimba and takakisana goodbye dzave kuma 4PM ndichienda kumba to cook for hubby with a smile on face.
Zviye zvekuti feeling guilty zvinoitwa nevachangotanga kuhura or maybe paFirst round… I was not having any of that, smile on my face semunhu abva kusvirwa ndichibikira hubby! Part 3 Coming Soon.