The place is truly beautiful and I enjoyed the tour. Takazosvika muroom yemamassage and paive nesign hombe yakanzi “clothing optional” and so I asked what it meant and he explained to me that vamwe vanoda mamassage avo vasina kupfeka uye some vakapfeka so in that room I was free to do as I pleased.
Ndakatanga ndichinyara hangu and so ndakati I will have mine ndakapfeka bikini rangu hangu. Manager told me to lie down pasome comfy table and relax. Saka I did and in no time his hands were on my back massaging the stress away. Ndakanzwa stress yese yevana ichibuda mandiri zvekuti when he said ita so I just did ndisina kumbofunga. I was at that stage where I was very relaxed but not asleep with my eyes closed.
Ndakanzi turn around so I focus on the front and so I did. Ndakazovhura maziso angu later after ndanzwa kunyorova pazamu rangu. Ndakanzwa kunakirwa and opened my eyes to see Manager vakaisa zamu mukanwa mavo. I felt too relaxed to even move. Somehow I didn’t stop him. Pavakaona kuti handina kuvamisa he moved kuenda parimwe zamu and that was it for me ndakatunda instantly. Ndakadedera and that was it, I took charge ndokunanga paZip yavo and in no time mboro yavo was mumaoko angu.
Ndakaitambisa and it felt strange kubata mboro yemumwe murume after such a long time. Excitement yacho was too much and I just said to him “ndisvirei manager asi musatundire mukati” He did exactly that and strange mboro yakandinakira iyoyo. I knew kuti it was wrong but i could not get myself to STOP.
Vakandisvira kusvika ndatunda futi and when he said ivo vakuda kutunda I had my legs locked around kumusana kwavo. I made a decision and ndokusiya manager vachitundira mukati mangu. Vachidzupura mboro yavo all types of GUILT started pouring in and I felt BAD. I got out of there running and went straight to the shower. I woke hubby up and told him what had happened and we left the LODGE ipapo. He didn’t talk to me for 2 weeks and I went and apologised via his mother. He forgave me and i moved back home and we trying to sort thing out. I have since stopped drinking and am now focusing more on making hubby happy…
But to be honest, regret was more for my kids kuti they would grow up in a broken family asi as far as mboro yaManager was concerned haa ndakanakirwa handidi kunyepa. But all that is a story for another day. Part 2 coming soon!
